I feel overwhelmed.
I remember at the start of the year I was very optimistic about this year. I guess some part of me believed that things were going to pick up. Well, they have not.
To be an adult in 2016 is no easy task. From career goals to family drama, relationships and not forgetting that the country is in a recession. I mean there is just a lot to deal with and for some reason it is like there was no prep for this struggle. How do you get through life when it feels like every area of your life is falling apart? How do you manage to smile and get through the day when you know that tomorrow is coming and it is not looking good. At all.
Do not get me wrong I am thankful for my blessings. I get to present a show on Television, I have a podcast and I just started my vlog but somehow I still feel insecure and unaccomplished. It is like everyone is living life and reaching their full potential and somehow I am where I started.
It is the worst feeling in the world.
I just want it to be over. I just need room to breathe. To be able to live my authentic self and chase my dreams. I want to live without feeling like I am carrying the weight of the world on my shoulders.
Is that too much to ask?